HE BEATS ME BCUZ HE LOVES ME!!?? WRONG

HE BEATS ME BECAUSE HE LOVES ME....... This is what most young ladies believe which is very sad. Hi lovvies how are you guys doing this week? i really do hope all is well. With that said lets's get right to it! Growing up i watch my step dad physically abusing my mother everyday for more than 10  years. It would hurt me so much i would cry myself to sleep. Most nights i would have nightmares about it or i would be woken by my mother's cry or her 150 (more or less not sure) pound body in the door or even my step-dad's slap upon her cheeks. I sometimes would go in the middle to try and stop him or i would just hide under my sheets.

I will never for get the night when it was just too much for my mom to bear any more she begged him to kill her. So much so that she took up the knife and handed it to him and said "here just kill me."  Growing up and seeing all this and not seeing my mom fight back i soon started to believe that this was what a relationship should look like. So of course when i started dating and my boyfriend would not hit me i would get angry at him to try and get him upset so he would hit me.


 However, he was too much of a gentleman to hit me so i broke up with him because in my mind he was not trying to make this relationship work or maybe he didn't love me. This would continue with other relationships until i spoke to someone about it and he took me to the word of God and told me the a guy should love his spouse as he love himself and as Christ love the church.

It was then that i realized for sure that what a man should love, cherish, protect, respect and treat a woman like a queen and not like a monster, an animal or like she has no worth.


So, lovvies if you or anyone you know is in this position plz get out because there is better and you deserve better.

talk to you later stay safe......

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