Thursday, 14 January 2016

FUCK BOYS THOUGH

Hey guys this blog is late should have been posted from last week Friday.  Please forgive the lateness!!
So, this week I want you guys opinion on something.  There is this guy who want to be with me and he wants me to be loyal and faithful to him. However, he wants to be able to have his fun with other girls While I just know that I'm his number one.  Like is this Dude Really real!!!!! 

What would you guys say to him.....!!!!!  Let me hear your views I will post my view after ��

Friday, 1 January 2016

HAPPY NEW YEAR

So 2015 is officially over,  and I am telling you that it was bittersweet and enigmatic.
It was a year when I lost my great grand mother, I became single , and one of my family member stop talking to me (Thank God for that, Never Really liked her ) and I also found out that I'm way stronger than I ever thought. 

My resolution for this year 2016 I have decided to love myself way more and just make lots more money. I also want to learn more about myself and I want to have a lot more fun .

So What are your new year's resolution...???? 

Monday, 14 December 2015

Annoying men !!!! I hate them

So I don't think I'm the only woman when hates annoying men:

TOP THINGS MEN DO THAT ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF WOMEN :

1Texting a sexy text with incorrectly spelt words
2 Turning them on and then when it comes on to getting down to business , Let's just say their tongues are very much bigger and better. 
3.When they call and don't get you they start sending stupid text or leaving voicemails like "why are you ignoring my calls? If you don't want to be with me just say so ". Dude did I say we were together?

I could Really go on about this but guys you are always saying How annoying women are but you need to stop and think about you very own annoyance. 

PS AN ANNOYING WOMAN IS CUTE
BUT AN ANNOYING MAN WILL NEVER BE CUTE

Friday, 3 April 2015

Be you, because No one else can

Life is about accepting yourself how ever you are. Fat, slim or in-between, we are all perfect in our own way. 

Get to know you, stop trying to be someone else because like it or not that is the person you will be until you die. 

There are so many things about you that you don't even know yet, spend sometime with yourself,  get t up know you. 

Start to love you, because the person you idolize have flaws too.  Be happy with yourself before you try to find happiness in someone else,  you will only make you more miserable. 

Love you
Find your strong points and strengthen then and find your weak points and embrace then. Do not deny the negatives, be honest and say Yes that's one of my flaws and just deal with it. 

Love you my lovies

Monday, 9 March 2015

True happiness

When I got pregnant with my son... my family members gossiped about me my friends cut me of told me not to Call back their phone, 

I was laughed at and I was called names
My pastor told me that I'm not a member so I cannot have any meeting with the members of the church. I was so sad but I'm so happy I kept my baby.

But, looking back all that has made me stronger and I am truly happy I went through all that because I learnt so much about  the people around me.  And because I know the feeling I will treat anyone like that.

My heart is not sad it's like my soul has found peace and true happiness. 
Lord thank you for keeping your eyes on this sparrow

Friday, 22 August 2014

From the bedroom to the alter....

Well, you all Knew that i was raped, and that i had a hard Time forgiving the person. Even, Though sometimes i would say i have forgiven him and then Take it right Back.

But, tonight i went to a church Service and i told Myself that even if the Lord was Talking to me, through his word i wouldn't really Reply, because i Know im not ready. However, i found myself at the alter and i was right in Front of the same guy that raped me.

Surprisingly, i poked him on the shoulder and he Looked at me and all we could do was stare at each Other. But, in my eyes all i said was "i forgive you " and tears in his eyes was the response i got.

But, for the first Time i have Finally forgiven him, because after our Little moment i Literally felt a burden flew off my shoulder and all i could do was Look up to the Lord.

because now i really Know that i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. And after all, this, is truly what the alter is for.

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Love you loves.....

Monday, 18 August 2014

7 years ago

7 years ago, this Time i got raped and every anniversary my body goes through the same emotions i felt that day.

I Know that i have come a Long way because Normally i would cut Myself, cry and Drink. But, now im just very quiet.

Maybe, its because i now have a son who i put all my Time and attention in, so i really dont have Time to cry over all this.

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