Thursday, 22 March 2012

I LOST MYSELF!!! :-(

Hey guys what's up? Well today's blog is about what happened to me perviously. Well i found something out that i didnt digested so well and so i went and i did some stupid stuff. Why did i do all this because it awoke all my memories and past.


I gave up on God because i thought that my problems were bigger than Him, but that's where i was wrong. I took my eyes off Him and gave the devil a second out of my day, which is Never a good idea. The verse pray without ceasing comes to mind  You see in life it's either we serve God or we suffer the consequnces....

                                                   To be continued!!

So, please choose the right thing because Jesus loves you....love you lovies

Smile.God is still on the Throne.. He Rules

some of my fav.quotes of inspiration

Be your character what it will, it will be known, and nobody will take it upon your word.
Lord Chesterfield

Reputation is what men and women think of us; character is what God and angels know of us.
Thomas Paine

Nothing of character is really permanent but virtue and personal worth.
Daniel Webster

The essential thing is not knowledge, but character.
Joseph Le Conte

It requires less character to discover the faults of others, than to tolerate them.
J. Petit Senn

A good name will shine forever.
Proverb

A fair reputation is a plant, delicate in its nature, and by no means rapid in its growth. It will not shoot up in a night like the gourd of the prophet; but, like that gourd, it may perish in a night.
Jeremy Taylor

Sow an act, and you reap a habit; sow a habit, and you reap a character; sow a character, and you reap a destiny.
George Dana Boardman    



Talents are best nurtured in solitude. Character is best formed in the stormy billows of the world.
Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe
Our character is but the stamp on our souls of the free choices of good and evil we have made through life.
John C. Geikie
Reputation is for time; character is for eternity.
J. B. Gough
Character is a diamond that scratches every other stone.
Cyrus A. Bartol
In the stormy current of life characters are weights or floats which at one time make us glide along the bottom, and at another maintain us on the surface.
Hippolyte Taine
Nature magically suits a man to his fortunes, by making them the fruit of his character.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Talents are best nurtured in solitude, but character is best formed in the stormy billows of the world.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Characters do not change. Opinions alter, but characters are only developed.
Benjamin Disraeli
A man's character is like his shadow, which sometimes follows and sometimes precedes him, and which is occasionally longer, occasionally shorter, than he is.
Madame de la Rochejuquelein
Men best show their character in trifles, where they are not on their guard. It is in the simplest habits, that we often see the boundless egotism which pays no regard to the feelings of others and denies nothing to itself.
Arthur Schopenhauer
Every man, as to character, is the creature of the age in which he lives. Very few are able to raise themselves above the ideas of their times.
Voltaire
It is of little traits that the greatest human character is composed.
William Winter
Character and personal force are the only investments that are worth anything.
Walt Whitman
Character is, for the most part,
simply habit become fixed.
C. H. Parkhurst
We are builders of our own characters. We have different positions, spheres, capacities, privileges, different work to do in the world, different temporal fabrics to raise; but we are all alike in this, -- all are architects of fate.
John Fothergill Waterhouse Ware
Character is, in the long run, the decisive factor in the life of individuals and of nations alike.
Theodore Roosevelt
Actions, looks, words and steps form the alphabet by which you may spell character.
Johann Kasper Lavater
Every human being is intended to have a character of his own; to be what no others are, and to do what no other can do.
William Henry Channing
Let us not say, Every man is the architect of his own fortune; but let us say, Every man is the architect of his own character.
George Dana Boardman
Fate is character.
William Winter
Character is higher than intellect. A great soul will be strong to live, as well as strong to think.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Such as are thy habitual thoughts, such also will be the character of thy mind; for the soul is dyed by the thoughts.
Marcus Aurelius

Monday, 12 March 2012

RAPE PART 2 :-(






When someone get raped, it chances everything about them. It changes how they think,  how they feel about themselves and how they see others so please be kind to someone you know who has been raped. It takes the grace of God bring them back to at least 1% of sanity and to keep them from becoming insane.


For them life will never be the same with or without God. So, please pray for them.......



xoxoxoxo love you lovies. Remember i am always here for you....
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Friday, 2 March 2012

The night i lost my INNOCENCE!!!! :-(



There are times in life when we are so very happy and think nothing can possible go wrong, and then something goes wrong. I was nine when my mommy left me at home with my uncle and my other cousins so she could get some "me time" which she needed because i can be such a hand full. Anyways, back to the night when my innocence was ripped away from me. We were all playing and then he told was it was bed time, so i got into bed and then he said i was sleeping with him, which i did not object to. but, now i wish that i had........and then that's when it all happened. When he was through he took his towel and wiped me off. i did not cry because at that moment i did not know what he was doing i thought that it was alright because it was uncle. but i realized i was never the same little princess and more who loved to play with her cousins. all  i wanted to do was to be alone and cry.....


However, one day i went to visit my aunt (this is years after that night) and the radio was playing and the radio announcer was talking about rape and then he or she defined it and  told what it does to someone. And that's when it hit, i stopped and said to my self oh that what uncle did, HE RAPED ME!!! and i was so much more terrified of him because i now know what he had done and what i was feeling.  




All i wanted was to feel like me again in my body. i wanted to be pure and i needed to be ME again.... but fOR years i could never feel that i hated my self i wanted to DIE!!!
but, honestly the only time i found me was in Christ!!! but i was never over night i was a process..... and he can do it for you too okay he loves you and you can find healing in the name of Jesus......He loves me and He will never leave or hurt us.... 



Jesus Christ who died on the cross for our sins loves us!!!!!! love you lovies....to be continued......



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Thursday, 1 March 2012

The BIG Confession...i too was........!!!!

Hey guys, this morning i woke up so very tired, why? because i cried myself to sleep last night. It was all because of my past, you see you might be wondering why i have decided to write blogs about abuse. Well, it is because i was raped!! and i know how much it hurts to want to feel like yourself again and how it feels to want to get him out your mind off your body and out of your soul....


You see it hurts. and it hurts even more when you have no one to talk to. Previously, i lost my best friend and soulmate and it has made me depressed and i feel so alone at times. but, you see it is in those times that i talk to God i tell Him about my scares and pain. He is all we need to be able to truly get pass this hurdle and the pains and memories that wants to kill us.




you are never in too deep where God cant reach you..... you have a purpose and He loves you!!!


Guys at times we leave alone but we are never alone...God is always here, and im here for you..love you loveies......xoxoxoxoxoxo


                                                        to be continued!!!! xo